The not innocent

Scrolling down from my blog, I had to take back a lot of wished. 

The fifth gone, like a thunder, like a lightning, like a scat, or I will label it as a ThunderStorm.

I awake with clear-headed. 

Things will go when its not yours. 

I got promoted. 

Oh, that's great. 

Work pressure increase, money increase, expenses increase, 

But I'm getting old, lesser time, and less healthy

HOW?

HOW?