一个人旅行 《前传》

• 就这趟，掏心掏肺的一段恋情 一段充满恐惧与悲哀的恋情 蜕变成另一段非凡的空间

  当我还在为过去颓废时 电话响起了 “喂，有想过去旅行吗？当作散散心” 也好，反正没试过自己一个人旅行 就这样决定了。

  有人说“只有一个人在旅行时，才听得见自己的声音。它会告诉你，这世界比想象中的宽阔。你的人生不会没有出口，你会发现自己有一双翅膀，不必经过任何人同意就能飞”

  在旅途中应该会和社会脱离关系，面对真实的自己。还有可能认识生活范围内不可能认识的人，偶遇缘分。

  开始了一连串的准备 订机票 更新护照、办签证 整理机票、定行程 换外汇 打包行李

  都是文件上的东西，完全没准备攻略！

  不准备，是因为那不拘束的任性 想走到哪里就哪里的那一种 管他是骗子还是傻子 老子最后活着回来就好

  
  

  
  

  ……以继续…… 一个人的旅行 《第一章》

Afraid

I gave you 2nd chance, it's my pleasure
I don't get 2nd chance from you, it's my muff

Many opinions, many suggestion, lots of caring, concern and chike
Who to follow, who to choose, who to thanks, who to owe, and who to love

Fourth time, times flies~
so, when will be the fifth time?

from a Hi,
100 text a day, become infinity text a day.
and until today, ended with OK gua.

I don't feel it strong until I recall the old one. What are so special with you?
Same **** Just a different day. (This quote is so sincere)

I'm too serious, I'm too serious to treat each romance, is that a wrong way?


I don't want to make you get into deeper of the scariness. I have to choose leave, leave for good.

I remember you told me that, Cried is because you are love.
and I replied, its pain when you make the person to return love for you.
Its true, so true.

I hope life treats you kind,
and I hope you have all you've dreamed of
And I wish you joy and happiness

I will be taking all the bittersweet memories with me,
so goodbye.

Hopefully the coming Taiwan trip could digest everything, store it into the deepest in my heart, the deepest, the deepest.

hopefully tears will not fall down easily anymore, I had enough of this shit for a week plus.
I don't realised it severity until my BFF told me about it.

Well, its because I use different way to walk through for this time.

I did't touch beer.
I did't go ad flirt others.

That's why I feel more suffer to pass the time?

I'm afraid, I can't get any new sense with the rest, is this just a transition period?
I don't want to be forever alone T_T

When time goes by, everything will be fine I hope.
Oh, the sour feeling in my heart is attacking me! again. Its so sour.


The best way to stop thinking is SLEEP!


good night peeps!

Transformation

夜深了，心最累。一直想为自己的心写点什么，却不知道从何下笔，也许只有夜静能够体会。爱了就爱了，散了就散了，自己有时候真的觉得很失落，沮丧。很多事情自己无法放开，也舍不得放下。也许有时候自己太认真，直到爱渐渐地消失，才知道堕落的感觉，当心已经放弃时爱也就完全不见了。试着让自己沉淀，我不该还在旧事里伤悲，应该从自己的哀怨里面走出来。我的脚步不该那么沉重，青春就是一场梦，诺言只是来去疾风。岁月最是诚实的永恒，可是等待是否最无情？是真爱是真意，总要经历风和雨，有相聚就会有离别，敢爱就不能怕寂寞。时间会让自己变得潇洒，命中注定我只是你生命里的一个过客。


[面对它，接受它，处理它，放下它]

放下，并不是说我们不爱。当我们的感情不能得于圆满时，当我们不能用有时，那就选择放下吧。因为错过了就是错过，有些事有些人错过了就是永远。放下了，不代表我们不爱，只是把这种爱收藏在心中，入骨入髓，它已是你生命的一部分，没有人能把它分离。

累了，就放下。不管是那种累。只有放下了，我们才会找回自己；只有放下，我们才更懂得爱，不要让爱成为一种负累；放下吧，我们才会快乐，也带给他人快乐；放下吧，做一个全新的自己，放下吧，爱才会回来！


要是真实感觉能够与文字媲美，那到底是什么在作怪？

过渡期

虽然已是家庭关系了，但发现已经没有找你的理由了

你和他在约会，我这个做弟弟的，识做就不能打扰当电灯泡

这关系，就只不过精神上和肉体上让大家好过一点

说不上是分离，更称不上是结合。


我不伤心， 高兴地，也是那一杀那的感动

说不出是伤心，也说不出是高兴
想了一整天，原来那是--- 失落感

听着情歌， 麻木的感觉；没感觉；没有想哭；也没有伤心


需要的，就是让时间慢慢地冲淡一切
每次都是这样过，这次也不是大问题
一定走出那阴影，不然很难迎接下一个
一整天以愉快的心情偷偷过关，伪善最乐


你和他要加油，真心祝福你们


人之所以活的累，是因為放不下架子，撕不開面子，解不開情結。


這一刻 突然覺得好熟悉
像昨天 今天同時在放映
我這句語氣 原來好像你
不就是我們愛過的證據

差一點 騙了自己騙了你
愛與被愛不一定成正比
我知道被疼是一種運氣
但我無法完全交出自己

努力為你改變
卻變不了 預留的伏線
以為在你身邊 那也算永遠
彷彿還是昨天
可是昨天 已非常遙遠
但閉上我雙眼 我還看得見

可惜不是你 陪我到最後
曾一起走 卻走失那路口
感謝那是你 牽過我的手
還能感受那溫柔

Memories

Don't know how long
It's been a while since
You told me, your favorite story

It's been on my mind
Driving me crazy
Am I the reason, that you're crying now

I see the tears in your eyes
They tell me you don't believe
That I can't be, your prince charming

Maybe you can't understand
But when you said you love me
My life was change, and I wish you could see

Look at me can't you tell I'd be so
Thrilled to see the message in your eyes
You make it seem I'm so close to my dream
And then suddenly....

I rely on anything you say
I'll take care that no illusions shatter
If you dare to say what you should say
Why do I feel so alive when you're near

I'm sorry for did not hold you tight
Am I asking too much from you?
You're not tired, but I love you until I'm exhausted

Standing at this balance point, I feel the dangerous
Perhaps it can not seen, but try to relay through feeling

Rain, non stop raining
Flower, do not open as usual
Although how careful I irrigation
At last, I alone enjoy the sorrow

I betray myself, to complete your hope

After the show end, I never blame you
Because both of us have the responsibility
There is a new start for everyone, do not let yourself plug in to the sorrow

I still keep the message that you sent me, to accompany me when I feel lonely
Although it is naive

Enjoyment precious than own
We enjoy the air, but can not own the air
Similar to we enjoy the friendship, family and also love

Its not easy to find a partner

Especially when you saw a lot of betrayed

But who kill you? The answer is yourself

Be brave to look the yours in the mirror
You are now sadness, weak, and languish
What you had to do is get yourself into a new life

I look back, sweet memories are standing there =)

爱吃醋的我

真心愛了、才會吃醋、吃醋不代表不信任... 

我想，談過戀愛的人一定都會有這樣的感受，看到自己的愛人和異性接觸頻繁、聊的投機或者背著自己和別人有著私下交往的時候，心裡都會有酸酸的感覺，於是開始莫名的猜測。

愛你，所以才吃醋。如果沒有愛，那麼無論你做什麼我也無所謂了。我也知道，聰明的人這時候應該表現得落落大方、不顯露出半點妒意，可是，話是這樣講，能不能做到又是另一碼事了。有誰能夠在愛情的天平上保持平穩的心態呢？愛情的關鍵是兩人之間要有起碼的信任，真心愛才會真吃醋。

有感情但從不吃醋，恐怕是雙方誰都不在意誰。如果一輩子一起生活整天相敬如賓，沒有波浪、沒有起伏、沒有感情上的溝溝坎坎磕磕碰碰，死水一潭，生活還有什麼樂趣？從這個意義上講，吃醋會不會也是一種愛、一種提醒、一種監督、一種約束？話說回來，有哪個人不吃醋？！因此，請你們好好的珍惜那位在你身邊總是為了小事吃醋生氣的那個人吧！為了小事而經常生氣...因為，能夠被一個人這樣深深的愛著，是一種幸福。

相愛的男女朋友對對方的一舉一動，總是會胡思亂想的，很正常。情人的眼裡是容不下任何小沙子的。

真正愛你的人，是無法在你和其他異性聊天打電話談笑風聲時，沒有任何感覺的。假如她不會吃醋，那麼請你不要高興，因為她可能不是真的愛你，不是很在乎你。

為什麼男人要和其他女人頻繁聯繫？真的只是單純的好朋友嗎？別欺騙自己了，那麼多女人，為什麼就只是她？因為，你們一定是彼此喜歡，就算沒有，也有一點點， 或是一點點點……對吧？或許，你對她真的沒有愛情，但站在你的另一半的角度去想，換做是你你會不會真的一點不在乎呢？畢竟，你會和你現在的女朋友在一起， 當初，也是從聊得來的普通朋友開始的吧！

真的，好好的去珍惜現在你身邊那位會管你，會吃你醋的人吧！不要覺得她不講道理，因為如果要講理，那就做普通朋友就好了，普通朋友就不會管你，而且，還會永遠說你好話。

相愛的人，任何的吵鬧、嫉妒、猜忌、孩子氣等行為，都是合理正常的。再完美的人，一旦愛了，也一樣像個孩子，偶爾自私，偶爾奢望、、、換個角度想想，你是幸福的。如果，有個人這樣深愛著你，千萬別不懂珍惜。別把她吃醋發的小皮氣當真，當做是她在無理取鬧，要知道，沒事她絕對不會，吃醋，更不會鬧小皮氣，！這時的你應該安慰她，向她解釋清楚，不隱瞞她所有的事，讓她不亂想。

(背叛) Chinese/English Cover - Jason Chen

Rain just won't cease to fall but you don't seem to care at all.
I've been waiting patiently for your love to come to me. 
Sitting alone, in my misery, Now all I feel is pain, and I refuse to keep playing this game.
I gave my life, my love to you now you leave me black and blue dying inside
Can't get you out of my mind
How can you just break my heart and say good bye you told me that you loved me baby so tell me why said I win your heart if I made your dreams come true.
So I betrayed myself to be the man for you. 
So why am I still by your side after all these lies.
And why does it still break my heart to see you cry. 
All I want is for you to have the perfect life even if you're not mine 
心 有一句感慨 我 還能夠跟誰對白 在你關上門之前 替我再回頭看看 那些片段 還在不在 
緊緊相依的心如何Say goodbye 你比我清楚還要我說明白 愛太深會讓人瘋狂的勇敢 
我用背叛自己 完成你的期盼 把手放開不問一句Say goodbye

當作最後一次對你的溺愛

冷冷清清淡淡今後都不管

只要你能愉快

So True

Lost

I'm lost, I don't know what to do
Where to go next, heading to where

I want to give up, but ended up I stay

again, for the love?

I'm lost, please lead me to the right way

The hedgehog

Sometimes would rather choose not to love, you will find your body will gradually dig dry dignity once you are in love. Its fortunate if both are sexual gratification, at least you'll win back a loved because of pride. However, if you are in the wrong situation, then it is really a living hell that you can not accept the fact that you have been rejected,is because you can not accept yourself the fact that less than the average person. Sometimes you may only need to listen to each other saying "You're good, but we do not suitable" your heart might feel better. You will find each other too hypocritical even with the melancholy words, is because we have become too self-esteem hedgehog prevent others everywhere. Luck never favored us, probably it only deserved to those who are more stupid. Those hotties are usually only a good-looking face, which was empty and a low IQ inside. God will mercy on them even just a frown.

The tears in dream

The tears in dream, ice-cold mouth
Never withered your beauty
A world without colour
with lonely illusion and hazy voice
Looking for the footprints that has been left in the past

The tears in dream, is fragile
Wish to give you snuggle
I owe you a drop of tear
You still emerge in the lonely dreams
But all that lost in the endless cycle

Tears blurred shadow of dream
Opened and take away my love
Shed the last tears
To bury my sorrow

You can't change for the past
But how do I arrange the future?

Probably can only wait for the next metempsychosis


How can we let go this tears from the dream



Originally from:

The Dreamy Idealist

Result of the personality test I did on this website - http://www.ipersonic.com




Dreamy Idealists like you are very cautious and therefore often appear shy and reserved to others. You share your rich emotional life and your passionate convictions with very few people. But one would be very much mistaken to judge you to be cool and reserved. You have a pronounced inner system of values and clear, honourable principles for which you are willing to sacrifice a great deal.

As a Dreamy Idealist you are one of the introverted personality types. Therefore you prefer a quiet work environment where you can intensively deal with your responsibilities and are not disturbed by too many people and repeated distractions. You need a lot of time to dwell on your thoughts, to put them into words, and let your ideas take shape.

You are grateful for a certain measure of order and structure because they secure the time to achieve this so you can deal with one task after the other and not have to juggle a number of responsibilities at once - you don’t like that because it is important to you to deal with things thoroughly. Your capability to concentrate is unusually great and very often you become engrossed in something and forget everything around you - even to eat and drink.

Nevertheless, because you are very adaptable, congenial and interested in harmony and cooperation, you enjoy working together with others. A neighborhood that requires the ability to assert yourself and where direct confrontations are the order of the day is not your optimal environment. In order to permit you to fully develop your ability you need an environment that is as stress free as possible. If you can’t get that you soon suffer, because you take critique and negative feedback very personally.

You enjoy the opportunity for exchanges with other people you value and whose capabilities you respect but in this case remember the motto: Better less than more; better a few “hand picked” colleagues who truly move on your wavelength. It is best when you share the same high ideals and important objectives and together can fight for the same good cause because then you are truly in your element. If that is not the case, you do better by largely working by yourself because you belong to the personality types who can do that very well and don’t necessarily have to depend on others in order to come up with good results.

reason

The reason of love song is being so high demanding, probably because of.. Love

Shiga Lin - I'm Still Loving You

When I close my eyes I think of you 
And the time we've had been through 
Even though we're far apart right now 

I remember back when you were here with me 
How you've made my world complete 
But now i'm left alone 

We talked about love and hope 
Wishing we could start a life our own 
I wish that I could live without you 

Why did you tear my heart apart 
You said you'll love me from the start 
All those painful things you've put me through 
But i'm still loving you 

I've tried to give my best to you 
I don't deserve the things you do 
Everything has gone to memories 
I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies.



In the end, I probably have no love to anyone. 



because









I use to it, to be alone, that's freedom =]

Turning from episode into Chapter 3

Its been a year I came to society for work, opps! Is survive instead of work.

I got a "not bad" amount for my paid during my interview from my directors.

My life changed. Of course, my circle of friends has been changed as well.

I have no longer could hang out with my dear lovely ex housemates, because our 'time zone' s different.

Oh yeah, I finally to be the 1st one to be called stand up after a long symphony, I'm proud of myself, that enough for me, for all I suffer in the past, it get paid. And I fall down again after a month. LOL

I changed my number, I don't need so much friends in the contact list, customer will do.
I reduce my friend list from 1.1K to 480, and yet its more to remove! 

Slowly, I realised

•  I start to lazy to connect to people
• Well, I'm tired of playing around (although its still happen sometimes, of course! I'm Human :] )
• I start to look for a partner, yes A lifetime partner.
• I enjoyed single before the appearance lifetime partner 
• I enjoyed alone before the appearance lifetime partner
• I enjoyed lonely before the appearance lifetime partner
• I enjoyed everything that happened before the appearance lifetime partner
• music become my hobby

Easy come, Easy go 

I lost that person with no reason

The one that I put my effort to love, to care, to smile, to live, to play, everything

I swear that maybe give myself a stop for few years after all this?

Never trust to a man swear! Because it could be break with just 1 sec!

From impossible, into next time, into maybe, into yes with maybe

I can understand how desperate myself look into it , I'm a impatient's PATIENT

I want everything to be confirmed

Well, that's not life. 

From chatting to meeting and to dating, its take time to understand each other. I learned!

Slowly you will not hear I ask what is our status, because its no longer important (maybe)

You are a very good person, I understand you don't wish to hurt me. Well, Thank you very much. 

Keep myself busy, an fixed income, a healthy body, no pimples, a partner to keep in loop, dream house, dream car. That's all I want.

Is so simple yet so difficult to achieve,

That's why I always said : Life is contradiction, always.

Lyric

This song always appeared in the karaoke session,
I never take a deep into the lyrics until it played on my Spotify just now,

Happy and sad, all influenced by words.
Just that simple

As simple as the life I want. 

《广岛之恋》 
你早就该拒绝我
不该放任我的追求
给我渴望的故事
留下丢不掉的名字

时间难倒回空间易破碎
二十四小时的爱情
是我一生难忘的美丽回忆

越过道德的边境
我们走过爱的禁区
享受幸福的错觉
误解了快乐的意义

是谁太勇敢说喜欢离别
只要今天不要明天眼睁睁看着
爱从指缝中溜走还说再见

不够时间好好来爱你
早该停止风流的游戏
愿被你抛弃就算了解而分离
不愿爱的没有答案结局

不够时间好好来恨你
终于明白恨人不容易
爱恨消失前用手温暖我的脸
为我证明我曾真心爱过你
爱过你爱过你爱过你

越过道德的边境
我们走过爱的禁区
享受幸福的错觉
误解了快乐的意义

是谁太勇敢说喜欢离别
只要今天不要明天眼睁睁看着
爱从指缝中溜走还说再见

不够时间好好来爱你
早该停止风流的游戏
愿被你抛弃就算了解而分离
不愿爱的没有答案结局

不够时间好好来恨你
终于明白恨人不容易
爱恨消失前用手温暖我的脸
为我证明我曾真心爱过你
爱过你爱过你爱过你

Far far away

Love, far beyond than words can describe

Little something

Everything could be the same,

I kissed you and still feel the same way

Nothing more could ever be the same

whisper something, little something 

Love is something I first felt with you

Nope, I felt it before with those previous

Fervant

PROBABLY

Probably when the heart stop beating, I could know what are you feeling

Probably when the eyes stop watering, I could see what you are thinking

Probably when the ears goes deaf, I could hear what are you saying

Probably when the mouth goes seal, I could shout out what are you waiting

Probably when the nose stop breathing, I only got to know how you smells like.

Probably

Oh yeah, PROBABLY

Ready?

"When I'm ready."

This is a sounded good but of no words, is a very handy when an evasive or stalling: "when I'm ready to work," "when I'm ready to set up shop," "when I'm ready to get married again." ...

In fact, a lot of things, you don't know what to prepare if it not started.

The "ready" State that will never exist, can't wait, can't "ready".

Accept this truth, and should have the courage to face life.

Let go

Let go

Let her go, Let him go

Let everyone else go


I'm just a ...


whatever

未知

妳手中的感情線 是不肯洩漏的天機
那也許是我一生 不能去的禁區
我到底在不在妳掌心 還是只在夢境中紮營
在茫茫的天和地尋覓 一場未知的感情

再来过...

辛苦建起的努力，在两个小时内被那些莫名的高音们给摧毁了....


唉.............


又要从头来过 /.\  

晚安

只想對你說--- 晚安

Emo

Omg.... Super emo...

就這樣

從一個擁抱就可以得到答案的問題卻還要問..
就這樣..
沒有對你說 很想對你說
你是我最溫柔的罪
兩個人孤獨碰撞 火花已綻放
一刹那變暗

我們都不過是 很柔軟的動物
披著堅硬的甲殼 在有限的自由中爬行
看不見目的地 只能依靠著想像力
背著笨重的夢想活著 常常拒絕長大
同時也害怕被犧牲 太兇猛 同時也太善良的本質 感到飢餓孤單 常常失望 感到冷漠灰暗
除了文明 人類還有什麼是進化的呢？

午餐

那天的午餐，讓我想起了幾個月前的戀幕，感覺就像昨天開始。同樣的座位，可坐著的是另一隊在熱戀的情侶。 雖然不懂他們在說何國的語言，但就是無時無刻的在你說我答，沒停過..

相聚离开都有時候'沒有甚麼會永遂不秀

恋爱季节

一连串影出了4个不一样的爱情故事，动人的歌曲，值得一看，尤其是第一段和第三段故事，虽然没什么特别，就是不一样，或许是演员让我个人觉得很棒。

这样的恋爱季节，要是能在现实生活中也有如此一般的季节，你说生活会不会更充实？

驚醒

醒了，是嗎？
驚醒？

謝謝那真心的話

突然有種 「內有惡犬」 的感覺


〜睡覺〜